28 July, 2009

The Lord Knows Me

An officemate of mine was offended by my claim that God knows me personally. She just couldn’t grasp the idea of a Heavenly God being personally involved in a man’s life. But that’s the truth - the Lord knows me!

He knows everything about me – my past, my present, and my future. Everything about me is laid bare before Him, nothing is hidden from Him – my thoughts, my joys, my dreams, my longings, my fears and my frustrations.

He knows the hurt that I feel whenever my kids would do things that displeases me. He knows when I seem to think that I am a failure as a father. He knows how I desire to give my wife and my children the best things, if only I have the resources.

He knows how I struggle to make peace with my arrogant neighbor, and how I try to accept some situations in my workplace, knowing that He sees eveything, that He will deal with it someday, somehow. He knows my sadness whenever I watch and hear some news that a convicted plunderer or murderer or rapist is freed from prison, just because they have connections.

He knows how I love Him, how I desire to honor Him in everything, eventhough at times, my thoughts and actions show the opposite thing. He knows when I have doubts about His presence and faithfulness in my life. He knows how to reassure me of His great love and that He will carry me through, until the end.

The Lord knows me, and He knows you, too. So take heart, the Lord knows…

16 July, 2009

Joy


We used to call her “pangga”. I used to help Ate and Nanay in taking care of her when she was still a baby – from preparing her milk to putting her to sleep. She was our source of “joy”, being the first grandchild in the family.

I never miss her birthdays when she was growing up. I even facilitate the games in her birthday celebrations. I was present in her preparatory, elementary and high school graduation, taking charge of the picture taking (kaya wala ako lagi sa picture). Kahit noong sumali siya sa Ms. Alma Mater ng school niya, I was present. Pamparami ng palakpak.

But she’s a big girl now. Mayroon nang sariling mundo. But I am still her beloved Tito, as she told me recently.

Happy 18th Birthday, Joy!

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